What is Right

How can I tell what is wrong or what is right,
The truth can be as different as day and night.
I’m afraid of losing the one I already have beside me,
Is he worth losing something growing inside of me?
Either way for me, there’s no way out,
I know I’m not ready yet or could it be self doubt?
I constantly pray for an answer from above,
How can I choose an unborn baby over someone I love?
The choice should be easy, but, it’s one I can’t make,
Could it really be meant for me or is it a mistake?
Which way should I go, either way I’m afraid,
It’s still hard to face the past choices I made.
I can’t make this decision it’s tougher than I thought,
How can I go against everything I was taught.
As I struggle and pray to see the light,
I pray for guidance and to show me what is right.